Wednesday, 21 November 2007

Just another day

It was a beatific day. I woke up this morning with the sun rays hitting upon my face just as the waves would on the sand...like that's how it's meant to be... Time ran out. I stepped out of my class to find a gloomy sky and by the time I reached home, the Rain God had taken over!
Anyway, there's more to life than the weather I guess. I figured that it's a cliche when people say they are bored coz they are alone and have 'nothing to do'.
Have you ever spent hours by yourself? Doing nothing. Absolutely nothing. Stare into the TV, the PC screen, the wall...but 'nothingness' as the existentials would say, surround you. But you don't need to run away from the void. Rather, enjoy it, absorb it and understand it. Because I realised that it helps you to gauge yourself. Like the process of annihilation actually leads you towards self-actualisation...like a 'moment'.
Its 11 pm...time when Sleep fairy spreads her wings, taking you under her domain. I wonder why I referred to 'sleep' in the feminine...maybe it's the whole 'gender thing'! Not that I'm a fanatic feminist, but I do have certain beliefs...of individuality, independence.
But today is a different day. I do not want slumber. I want to be lyrical, melodious and just 'be'...

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